Music lifts me up when I'm down,

Hey all,
    Well, I've been a little bummed about being sick this weekend so, I'm listening to music since there isn't much on tv that I want to watch.  I'm listening to Godsmack right now.  This gave me an idea.  I decided this post will be about my top 5 songs I like from my favorite groups.  I know people think this is stupid but it is better that I do this than talk about useless stuff.  Anways, here is my list of top 5's:

Godsmack: 1) Whatever, 2) Keep Away, 3) I Stand Alone, 4) Shine Down, and 5) Bad Religion.
Metallica: 1) Am I Evil?, 2) One, 3) Eye of the Beholder, 4) Battery, and 5) For Whom the Bell Tolls.
Aerosmith: 1) Love in an Elevator, 2) Angel, 3) Sweet Emotion, 4) Back in the Saddle, and 5) The Train Kept A Rollin'.
Chevelle: 1) The Red, 2) Comfortable Liar, 3) The Clincher, 4) Panic Prone and 5) Closure.
Led Zepplin: 1) Rock and Roll, 2) All of My Love, 3) Good Times Bad Times, 4) Communication Breakdown, and 5) Dazed and Confused.
ACDC: 1) Let There Be Rock, 2) If You Want Blood, You Got It, 3) Big Balls, 4) Moneytalks, and 5) Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap.
The Beatles: 1) Tell Me Why, 2) If I Fell, 3) I Should Have Known, 4) Drive My Car and 5) With a Little Help From My Friends.

That's all for now.  I will post more as I go along.  Take care and talk to you soon.

Is having a blah, blah, blah moment

Hey,
   Well, it's a Saturday night and I'm home in my room.  I think I'm getting my parents' cold they had.  How nice of them to share. :)  So, I was suppose to go out to a late movie, but I told my friend that I was sick.  Not much going on here really. Not much to say nor do I feel like saying anything really.  I'll get back to you later when I have something good to say.

Hey,

Hey all,
     Today was my 6 month anniversary today.  It was also my father's birthday as well.  I can't believe Steve and I have been dating for 6 months already.  It just seems like we just started dating.  I bought Steve a heart-shaped cookie cake from Mrs. Fields.  He received it via delivery at his home today.  He bought me something but it hasn't come yet.  It's coming through the mail.  Maybe I'll get it tomorrow. 
      Anyways, I have most of my homework done.  I just have 4 questions to answer and discussion postings.  I just wanted to get done with it because next week is finals so I want to rest and relax before my finals.  Not much else is going on.
     Tomorrow, I'm suppose to be having lunch with Steve.  I, also, have to pick up my medications as well.  I hope things will be ok tomorrow.  Well, sorry this is short but I do not have much to say tonight. Take care and talk to you soon.

Last day of the camping season comes to a close....

Hey,
     Well, today was the last day of camping season until next May.  It was very sad because Steve and I will not have the house to ourselves until next May.  After I dropped him off, I was crying a little bit, knowing that I will not have as much time as I did when camping season was open.  I will greatful to see Steve whenever and as much as we can.  :( 
       Steve and I had a good weekend.  We watched tv and the football games he wanted to watch.  I would have liked to take pictures together or go on a picnic but it wasn't meant to happen I guess. Oh well.  We ate french silk pie last night to celebrate our 6 month anniversary, which is this Tuesday.  I can't believe Steve and I will be together for 6 months already.  I know it's not much compared to others but this year has flown by and so has the months Steve and I had gotten together. 
       Today would have been my grandmother's 101th birthday.  Happy Birthday Grandma L!  I miss you and love you!  Time has sure flown by.  It seems like forever that my grandma passed away.  A lifetime it feels like since she was alive.  I hope you are having a good party today for your birthday up in eternity and with the rest of our departed relatives.  I hope you are eating your favorite lemon merguine pie and opening up a lot of presents.  That is how I want to picture you today instead of being sad or crying.  I know you would want to think happy thoughts about you and so that is why I picture in Heaven having a blast on your day.

This is the last weekend of camping......

Hey,
     Well, this is the last weekend of camping for my parents and for me to have the house to myself.  I can't believe how fast the camping season has gone.  Steve and I will be hanging out here at the house.  I will miss having the house to myself. 
     I watching the Reds play the Phillies.  I really would like to see the Reds win the series and possibly the World Series but we shall see what happens.  Two of my favorite former Cardinals play on the Reds.  Scott Rolen and Jim Edmonds.  This will probably be Edmonds last year for playing. 
       I did all my homework for the week.  So, this should be a relaxing weekend for me.  Not much else to say.  I will keep you updated as the weekend goes by.  Take care.

Is having a good day for the most part.....

Heeeeeyyyyyyy allllll!
  Ok, no I'm not hopped up on cafeine or sugar.  I am just having a good day.  Sometimes, I wonder if these are few and far between.  Anways, I received a phone call from the doctor's office telling me my blood tests were normal so I guess I'm doing something right. :)  Then, I had lunch with my boyfriend, Steve.  He's silly sometimes.  Now, I'm watching Wayne's World.  I love this movie.  "Wayne's World, Wayne's World, party time, excellent!"  I'm a little tired but hanging in there.  It's a beautiful day in Milwaukee.  Won't last long but then again, I do not mind winter as long as the temperatures stay above 32 degrees. 
   Another thing I'm excited about is McDonald's started their Monopoly game this week.  I love playing Monopoly, whether it's the board game or McDonald's version etc.  Though, I won't eat a ton of food to win.  I still love to play ever since they started I believe in the 80's.  Oh the nostaglia.  Plus, apparently, McDonald's is coming to Farmville on facebook.  I definitely looking forward to see what that is all about.
   There is one thing that has me a little disappointed is I cannot build my haunted house on Farmville.  Some of my friends who are neighbors on Farmville have already started their houses but I do not have that option yet.  I know the people who run Farmville release it gradually, probably so it won't crash but I can't wait any longr to build it.
    I can't believe a year ago this month, I would heading back to my bedroom after my hospitalization.  After I was hospitalized and came home, I was too weak to climb stairs, which I have to do to get to my bedroom.  I ended up sleeping with my mom until I had the energy and strength to climb stairs.  I've come so far in the last year.  I didn't think this was even possible a year ago.  I thought I would stuck in my situation for a long time.  Now, I just have to get a job and my life will be a bit better. 
     Well party people, that's all for now.  I will try to keep you posted on my things going on.  I'm outtie!

Thinking back to my past....

Hey all,
    Well, as I read my facebook page and news feed.  I had an old classmate from grade school befriend me this past weekend.  It just reminded me of a time in my life that I tried to block out.  I liked some of the people in my class but there were others who decided that I was an easy target for ridicule.  Now, I have moved on and have closed that particular mini book of my life.  I realize that if I hadn't gone through all that, I wouldn't have became the strong person that I am today.  I wouldn't have been more inclined to befriend others that are different from the "cookie cutter" typed people.  I know it was painful to go through such trials but I guess it was meant to happen.  Sometimes, you have to carry the cross you are meant to carry and if you do not understand why at the time you were given that particular cross, you will eventually in a later time.  I have come along way to say this.  I guess I've healed over time even though I'm not as trusting as I used to be.  Plus, if I'm a good enough person, I would like to ask God what He wanted me learn from that lesson.

    I just thought since nostalgia had popped up recently, I would share my feelings on the matter.  I'm just happier that I finally found the peace I needed from these memories.  I just want to be happy and I seem to be heading in the right direction.  One day I will look back at this and laugh, knowing that I have finally became the person I wanted to be. :)   Good night people.  I will talk to you soon.  Take care and stay safe.

Is very miffed!

Hey all, I'm miffed because I saw the World War II memorial after the 10/2 rally.  I'm not playing the political party but this just makes me sick.  The men and woman who sacrificed their lives and time to serve our country deserve better than this.  They fought for our freedom so we can have rallies like this one.  Yet, these people who showed up at the rally have no respect for the World War II vets nor the memorial.  It makes me sick that people could show such disrespect.  I do take this personally because my great uncle Eddie served in World War II and he died in France at the age of 22 years old.  He gave his life so we all can enjoy the freedoms many Americans take forgranted.

I just saw video from the BBC where a woman said she would smother a disabled child who was in pain.  I understand being in pain but what is wrong with people.  She said shouldn't mind getting rid of a few cells.  So, I guess this woman wouldn't mind smothering a person like me because I suffer in pain everyday.  I'm so glad life means so much to her.  Sorry, but stuff like this just makes me angry.

New to blogging!

Hi,
   Well, this is my first time blogging.  I know it's like an online journal.  I will try to post as much as I can.  Today, I spent some time with my boyfriend.  We watched part of the Packers game before he had to go home.  I basically had a lazy day.  I wanted to do some homework tonight but I need to know if I have to do all the end of the reading questions or if there are specific numbers for 3 of the chapters.  I'm watching tv and on facebook.  Nothing special.
   This Saturday, I watch the movie "IT" for the first time.  I'm not a horror movie fan but this wasn't as scary as I thought it was going to be.  Some of it was actually pretty funny to tell you the truth.  I watched it with some friends and my boyfriend.  It was a fun night.
   I can't believe the weekend is already over.  Next weekend, is the last time for camping of the season until next May.  This year has really gone by.

  So, my goal for the rest of the year is to do well in my studies.  I'm greatful to God for everything He has given me and I just want to be as happy as I can be.