Hey all,
Well, as I read my facebook page and news feed. I had an old classmate from grade school befriend me this past weekend. It just reminded me of a time in my life that I tried to block out. I liked some of the people in my class but there were others who decided that I was an easy target for ridicule. Now, I have moved on and have closed that particular mini book of my life. I realize that if I hadn't gone through all that, I wouldn't have became the strong person that I am today. I wouldn't have been more inclined to befriend others that are different from the "cookie cutter" typed people. I know it was painful to go through such trials but I guess it was meant to happen. Sometimes, you have to carry the cross you are meant to carry and if you do not understand why at the time you were given that particular cross, you will eventually in a later time. I have come along way to say this. I guess I've healed over time even though I'm not as trusting as I used to be. Plus, if I'm a good enough person, I would like to ask God what He wanted me learn from that lesson.
I just thought since nostalgia had popped up recently, I would share my feelings on the matter. I'm just happier that I finally found the peace I needed from these memories. I just want to be happy and I seem to be heading in the right direction. One day I will look back at this and laugh, knowing that I have finally became the person I wanted to be. :) Good night people. I will talk to you soon. Take care and stay safe.
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